i ask myself sometimes, do i really want to stay in america. although one thing is for sure, i don't want to go back YET. reason being, i feel that there are still things to do here. i can't imagine going back to singapore or indonesia. the adaptation is so hard for me.

it was raining just now, i finished my work at tajima restaurant, well it will probably be the last waiter job i have ( i hope ). but yeah it was reallly a good experience, not that i really love the job or anything but it was kind of fun. i made more friends and i became a little more famous! i mean everyone in san diego knows tajima, who doesnt know tajima, come on ! 

i felt a little sad when i finished work. i remember swiping my last credit card transaction for the customer, pretty amazing feeling i say. why amazing, when do you get to swipe credit cards again !  i been to many of the tajima events, end of year party, new year party, halloween party, karin+yusuke+kenta's farewell party. it was really fun, best part of it i get to experience the japanese culture, well not really really japanese culture but yeah you get the idea. i felt like... " i went international". most indonesians don't get a chance to really hang out with other international students, so i guess you could say its a good experience. think i'll miss the fun times i had there. 

sighs. i guess everything in life comes to an end, including life itself. thats life isnt it? time passed by so quickly, i unknowingly worked there for 9 months. 9 months, man its really a long time and i sacrificed so many thursday and friday nights working there. 9 months worth of friday and thursday. geeeeesh, starting next week from now, i have all the free time in the world and i don't know what to do with it. weird indeed. 

okay 2 more hours to graduation ceremony ( not mine ! ) i should get some nap!